Right now, at this very moment and day, like any other ordinary students, who are awaiting for their GCE O result, are feeling the jitters. Finally the long awaited day has come. After 2 months plus break from the last paper. Today, is the day that determines our future. The certificate that will bring us to the next higher level (hopefully) and also for our future endeavours. Today also determines how much time and effort we have invested towards our 4/5 years of studying. This day shall determine everything about us. For those who have been the top student for almost every other year or test, i bet they dont feel nervous at all cause they know they will emerge as the top few again. As for people like me, ordinary people, we are feeling the jitters cause we do not know how we fare as our standard is like roller coaster. One test we may be good, the next test we may fall and subsequently the pattern continues. Whatever result you are about to receive later, pls be known that its finalised. Nothing wil change the grade. Just know that you've given the best you could. (im just re-assuring myselg. damn it!)
For those students who were targeted by their teachers to emerge as the top few before the start of O, i think they are now being pressurized right at this moment. What happens if they do not? Will the teachers still have faith in them? Will they continue to give their support towards these students? Let's hope so that those who were marked by their teachers shall rise to the occasion today. With god's will. Amin. Let us all put our 2 palms together and recite any prayers that you know. Hopefully you get the desired grades.
As for me, even if i can't emerge as the top few, i am fine with it but it will be a disappoinment to the teachers who have pinned high hopes on me. Regardless top or not, they should accept the fact and reality. The points that i will be getting later on. As long as i could land my foot into the course that i desired so much, anything else is secondary.
I hope this year's result would be better than the previous year. Hopefully.
I guess the principal will only release the result after his talking which will be around 2.20 or so. So from now, right at this point of time, it is approximately another 2hr 45 mins to the release of the result. Shall now wish my friend the best of the best for their result. May you be jumping for joy later!
to distract myself from thinking about the result. i shall keyboard fall for you.
changing the course of my life
into something special...